making my own
doing this instead of homework right now
(via wonderstruckblushingalthewayhome)
I hate having anxiety and stress issues. I have tried every way to control it, but I can’t. I haven’t done anything but homework because I have been freaking out about grades. I have a 3.9 why am I freaking out? Ugh! I tearing away at myself. I can’t have a conversation with anyone because I am so unfocused on anything but school, which actually sucks. I need to swim and workout and eat better, but when I am sitting at home for hours on end doing school work, I have no control. I can’t do anywhere late, I’d rather just not show up. I can’t not do homework, I’ll freak out. I know I miss school a lot but I make myself sick when I’m stressed.